Friday, January 20, 2006
im dozing off at the computer so i decided to blog to wake myself up a lil.
trying to piah my bio raft SIA essay, i hate it. i want my sleep
there's so many other homework and theyre like due at a bad timing
the history test is on MON, ive got a phobia of history alr
i always fail my tests, seeing the paper is traumatising.
i mean it
and everyone has left
im all ALONE online now
okay im supposed to be concentrating on my compo
but i have no inspiration and mood
STRESS
over cca and seeing ding
over how lousy i play the ruan
over piles of homework teachers throw at us indiscriminantly
over stuff pple consider trivial but i consider major problems
over people and what they do
over what stupid mistakes i always make but never seem to learn
over EVERYTHING
i need to screamRAHHHRAHRAHRAHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
;; right from the beginning